Nothing Inspiring

I'm concluding my final clomid cycle. AF is due on Wednesday and I have absolutely no symptoms. I'm not anxious or anything.....but I have other things on my mind.

6 months ago I had an abnormal pap, so I went back for my next pap in the beginning of May. When I had my second pap, I asked the doctor to refer us to the fertility clinic in Calgary (still no word from them though). Anyways, the doctor phoned me back last Friday night and wanted to see me again to go over my results. Unfortunately I had another abnormal and he is quite concerned and wants me to see a gyno asap. They called a couple of days ago and I have to go in in two weeks to have a procedure done (cervical colonoscopy). The doctor said that I didn't have cancer but I honestly can't remember what he said. I'm concerned cuz my friend had a abnormal pap and was referred to the gyno, but she is not urgent and is booked in for August or September.

I haven't really let this bug me yet because I'm not sure what is wrong with me. It is worriesome though. I hope I'm going to be alright and that I can have babies. Maybe this is what is holding us up from having a baby......

It is finally feeling like summer. I got all my flowers planted and is starting to look like tan. I have a horrible tan line, so I need to work on that before wedding season begins. We are finally done drywalling, now we just got to get a mudder in and we start our summer of painting...yay!!!