I would give it up in a heart beat

I am still stuck in two week wait and I am going absolutely crazy. I am pretty postive that I am PMSing but I don't want to be. Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please let me be pregnant.

If you look at my life through a window, one might say its pretty perfect. I have a very happy marriage, lots of love, no big fights, a cute couple (lol). We live in a beautiful brand new house with all the upgrades we could have done and its all paid for. Everything in our house is brand new and paid for. We have an awesome family that we get along great with and same as our friends. Our health is good. I am fortunate enough to have been able to take the summer off.

But I can't help but think that we can't have everything.....is a baby the one thing we can't have? I would give up everything, except for our marriage, health and friends and family. I don't give a shit about the material possessions. I want to make a baby that is half me and half my husband. I want to see my husband flourish as a daddy aand I want him to see me as a mom.

I don't really know anyone else that has fertility issues, could we be the one in ten couples that do? Fertility issues, I don't even know if we do have issues I just want that BFP!

PLEASE