Still not Caring

Hello! Well I'm still not thinking about TTC and I'm proud of myself. Well I wouldn't say that I completely stopped caring but I am definately not obsessing anymore. A few things still bug me:

1. My sis telling me that she has something to tell me that will make me angry.....her 18 yr old friend is pregnant. Didn't get upset at all. I feel bad for this little girl that I've know forever. But it did upset me that my sis and mom talked about how it would upset me. Errr

2. My BFF talking in passing about not having problems getting pregnant and then getting a horrified look on her face and back tracking. Ugh, why not just stab me???

3. Same BFF asking me the other day how the whole TTC thing is going. It hurts me to talk about it. What am I supposed to say?

4. Realizing I only have a few more months left to have a baby in 2009. This scares me that time is going by so fast!


I'm still putting all my obsession into my eating and excerising. I love sparkpeople. The nutritional tracker is so awesome. I always thought I ate so healthy but I realize how bad olive oil is or how much carbs are in everything. I hope I can see some results one day! Excerising is going ok, I need to do more but I got out my bike last night and did 5km. Each day I'm going to try and take it a little bit farther. I want to take a spin class but don't want to look like a out of shape loser so hopefully in the next few weeks I can get up to 60 minutes of cycling.

I've also starting drinking lots of water. Usually I could drink a glass or 2 a day and not be thirsty. Now I'm drinking atleast 8 glasses of water a day and if I don't I'm soooo thirsty. Plus my CM has increased amazingly!!!! And all these people are taking herbal supplements to increase CM.

Anyways thats my thoughts of the day. I'm going to go excerise since I have all this energy built up! Adios