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Well I'm still waiting for answers. I'm so scared every single time that I go to the bathroom that I will see red. So scared that I find myself praying on the toliet seat.

Since my cycle was so wacky last month (26 days only), I am guestimating that AF was due yesterday or today. Usually she rears her ugly head later in the afternoon, so I am still praying. I told myself the other day I would allow myself to test tomorrow but I am not sure that I am brave enough to see a BFN.

I am obsessively looking shit up on the interwebz and have been reading lots about clomid causing AF to come late and playing horrible mind games with all the poor women so that is what is making me scared to test.

I really don't want to get AF this month and I am truly scared.

In other news, I am still diligently working out and eating well. Since January I have gone from 150-143ish! Woop woop. I think I am doing fabulously but still need to work on my diet because most days I am not getting enough fat and too many carbs and right around the right mark of calories. For excercise I have only been doing my Wii Fit. I have stepped it up this last week and have started doing the jack knife and plank challenges, was up to 50 jack knives yesterday. At night I've been doing the free step for about half hour and on Monday I stepped it up to 40 minutes and yesterday I bought 2.5 weights for my arms or legs and for half an hour I kept them on my legs and for an extra ten minutes I put them on my arms and did various different lifts and then I did the free run for 10 minutes. I am hoping come spring that I will be out jogging! And come summer I will be running around in a little bikini and hopefully not being self conscious!