Peace

Ahhh, I love not having to think about if I am ovulating, if we should have sex and if my period is going to show up.....DH is still out of town at work and there is no end in sight. So this month is a write off and that is ok, I need to chill and not to think about the TTC process. I hope I can keep this up next month.

DH should be home in time for next month so I am going to take clomid again, joy!?! Not looking forward to that but April does bring a lot of excitement. A trip home planned, my brother visiting and my BFF's baby shower! Hopefully I can keep my out of control clomid emotions in check for all of that!

I've come to terms with not conceiving last month. I got a pretty big infection and I couldn't be on the meds if I was pregnant. Plus DH is pretty worried about the economy and how much time he might have off this spring and if there will be much work after spring. So maybe the big man up above is looking out for us and I thank him for that. It will be our time when it is meant to be our time!!! Maybe god if finally teaching me patience......

Nothing too much else is new. I kinda fell off the weightloss wagon, took 3 days off. Not that I over ate or anything (I could barely keep my calories up) but I didn't exercise for 3 whole days, which is fine but it sure did feel good to get back on the wagon yesterday. We got a huge dump of snow today so I got some extra exercise in shovelling the foot of snow from our walk way and deck!! Good lord that was a work out!!!