Its amazing what a difference one day makes.....
Yesterdays Feelings: Scared, Anxious, Hopeful, Excited, Nervous, Impatient
Todays Feelings: Hate, Anger, Hopelessness, Pity, Despair, Depression, Sad, Empty, Scared, Mad, Done
So it seems like a month of doing everything possible, taking drugs that cause my ovaries to go into overtime, having copious amounts of sex, laying in bed for long periods of time after sex, worrying about if we did it is ALL A WASTE OF FUCKING TIME AND ENERGY.
I'm so scared that its never going to happen for us. We did everything right this month and nothing happened. DH even stayed home from work so that we could get in all the BDing possible.
I'm so utterly sad. I'm so fucking mad. But I am terribly empty.....
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